7 songs eh?

I've been tagged... its a survey thing... and i've been tagged by naj [http://sneakersandslippers.blogspot.com/] ..

so.. let me think.. 7 songs that i'm addicted to as of the moment?

Just the Girl [the Click Five] - i find this song hilarious... and its sweet and alil... obssessive(?) iono.. i just like this song alot

So Sick [ne-yo] - aaahh yes.. what can i say? the sappy love song that denies itself.. "coz i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears, so done with wishin that you were still here...Said I'm so sick of love songs, so sad and slow, so why can't i turn off the radio?" - classic

Dance Dance [fall out boy] - its something i feel like i could just rock out to... especially the part where its mainly the instruments.. its just soo cool... :)

Healthy Body [operation ivy] - check out my myspace yo! www.myspace.com/weirdo_with_no_name.. its my main music.. its just so... happy? i could imagine my friend skate to it.. it is ska afterall.. but props to him for introducing me to op ivy

It sucks [Skye Sweetnam] - love the song... "It's so frustrating you're not the type that I should be dating; No matter where i go or what I do; It sucks cause I wanna be with you".. Not that i'm relating to anything.. i've been listening to it since i got skye's cd.. :)

Dirty Lilttle Secret [All American rejects] - i thought this song is just 'wow'... "i'll keep you my dirty lilttle secret"... LOL. get your perverted minds out of the gutter!! jkjk.. my aunt whose suppose to be 8 yrs older than me keeps saying 'yuck' when i sing this song... its just funny. i love it. ;) everyone has their own dirty lil secret afterall..

and lastly......................................

hmmmm......

Photograph [Nickelback] - dont rily know why... its a song to reminisce... and its just like recalling something... but in a song... and iono! i'm weird... i like this song...

Followed by : My Humps and Bebot [BEP] and ooohh.... Run It [C. Brown] and Stickwitu [Pussycat dolls]... ROFL...

I tag everyone who will read this....

i like songs that make me smile and reminisce... haha... :)

Currently Listening Day You Went Away: The Best Of By M2M see related

WHAT is wrong with me??? gah! when evrything is going like smooth sailing... something just has to happen to remind me of him.. his words.. his eyes... his hand... his kiss... eew eew eew.... gotta stop this!! and the kiss doesnt mean anything like u nasty people think. it was like the kiss, u kiss a lil girl... right on top of one's head... ANYWAY! gaga na ako... what can i say? its almost 3 months and i'm still not over him.. so much for saying "i'm sooo over him..." and for this thought i blame.. the people HERE IN the US... i mean, ung mga kaibigan ko depress lang sa mga lalaki d nila... evrything was fine.. their guys were the way they wanted them - sorta... but everything was great.. i was the only broken hearted one but still i rise above all the tides.. but now? now? hay... ung isa ko ka miga depress kay ang bwisit ya nga beloved, naga holding holding hands man sa isa ka girl nga indi man inchik kundi puti man 2 nga babae...te gwapa man ang gurl pro kay daw may chemistry gid ya kag physics c miga ko kag ang lalaki nga daw may meaning bla ila nga - hambalun ta lang - relationship tapos kay c lalaki man b..daw ka confusing sng gina pang ubra ya kay daw interesado nga indi xa kung kis a sa miga ko te na init ulo na lang sang friend ko and so...gin ignore ya nalang c lalaki kay daw ginagaga lang xa kno..and so ngita la in c lalaki and so... ppof! depress c miga ko... ang isa ko naman nga miga nag break sa nubio ya te daw ok man lang xa pro medyo upset xa kay la ga reply c ex ya c ya..daw amu na bla haw...pro ok man lang xa kno...ang isa ko pa gid ka miga..pro nalang stress sa... ambot! tanan tanan... ang depress nila nga aura s0bra na gid ya... kay ang isa bla.. gina ignore xa sang crush ya bla haw kay ambot.. la xa gani kabo kung anu nga rason... ga imagina xa nga may nanugid sa lalaki nga na crush xa sa lalaki te gina ignore xa eh... bwisit gid bla sang mga lalaki mu... no offense lang gid ya sa mga may utok ha pro katanga an na ya... ngaa indi sang lalaki pagsapakun ang babae nag may crush c ya.. dapat ma flattered xa.. gosh!! ambot lang... i've been there and done that so kablo ko kung how ang feelings sang mga miga ko... well maybe not fully understand but i've been through enough... kung ako gani indi ko nila gus2 mabati an nga ga complain te dapat c la magpinike man kag mag pretend nga happy c la kay kung indi gani, feel ko mahibi ko kay gakadumdumman ko c ehem... te daw amu na gina avoid ko bla... pro indi e. may gakatabo gid ya for me to remember him.. te gina pakilid ko lang na anay kay krun paryas kagab i, nag ma uy naman ko.. indi man gid ga ab pro tulo lang luha ko e noh...sip un sip un dyutay.. hehe... we end up in silence in the end and anyway, if there's silence..there's.. him and i dont want him coz if theres him, there will be tears and i dont like tears coz of tears,itll remind me that i still do love him and that plain thought makes me sick and so i hate, i hate coz i love him and therefore i cry.. coz we cant be 2gether despite what others say and i cant cry coz then i'll be backing out of my words, and if i back out then i lie and lieing is being dishonest and being dishonest is the last thing i need coz by being dishonest just proves that i do not hate him but... i love him instead. i love him.. stupid noh?

**Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

aaahhhh... we were too late. Zathura was sold out and so i didnt get the tickets for the pass and so me n my friend didnt get to go to the premier which just so sux... lol... gah! anyway.. this is it for now...

Currently Listening A Grand Don't Come for Free By The Streets dry ur eyes see related

Wow. its like a week since i last updated stuff here... i feared that if i started writing something last friday that itll b rants about him again. he gave me a heart attack [yes, not a heartache], a heart attack! when he signed online... it was freakin early in the mornin too.. i was soo sleepy n i dreamt of him n it all went down hill from there.. *sigh* i'm sooo confused. sometimes i feel like it serves a comparison if ever Hermione Granger will fall madly in love with Draco Malfoy.. lol. iono. my head hurts everytime i think about him. it hurts so much that i think i'm really driven to insanity... i still blame myself if ever he acted upon his threat.. iono if he was for real when he said it... *sigh* well... i'll prolly see him next year.. lets just hope he wont be too sore at me by next year.. what can i say.. i can be soo hermione sometimes - book smart, logical, independent... but put her against draco malfoy [put him under the imperious curse n make him court her] - the charm, the sarcasm, the split personality.... n hermione will melt... all girls do actually... melt within the lie.. asses. lmao. i gotta stop this...

last week, i dont have much to say. i'm getting attached to the lil kids in nursery school. sooo adorable... the one that reminds me of Y is getting pretty attached to me..last friday, i was spendin time with the lil girl n i came over to him n he was all playin by himself... when i asked the lil girl if she wants to play with him, she just kinda played by herself n the boy,he smiled at me n sat real close to me..n then he played with the lil girl.. the other teacher said that he must really like sitting near me coz he only speaks [so softly] to me n he smiles at me alot n he really does like being near me... lol, i wouldve blushed if we're the same age but this was a lil boy n he was just soooo adorable... when they were eating snacks, i sat by the boy n girl n as i was staring off space, i felt someone tapping me n i looked at who it was n it was the lil boy n he smiled at me as he suddenly held my hand.. it was sooo cute.

anyway, i'm having this whole commotion about halloween... damn i dont have time to buy new costumes or w/e... so i'll just have to make do with my punkish/preppish clothes... i'll find a way somehow... hehe. besides! its halloween!! its the day my other blood side reacts.. lets just hope its for the good this time.. last time i was paranoid scared... lets not talk about that though... its a good time to perform something wiccan too.. not that i practiced it but i've tried... maybe i shouldnt this time... just to stay safe... after all i'm not wiccan too so it might just be dangerous... i'll have to or wanna buy the 100 witches/ghost stories in barnes n nobles book stores.. i think theyre bloody wicked n well worth it... i have enough money to buy the book/s i think..i really need to start saving money...

the brit awards were awesome as usual yesterday.. i miss london...i miss being a brit... lol. not like i was one but ya know.. i actually loved the place... not as much the phils but ya know.. its the same love i've got..

is it true that the best smile u can get from me is the smile i give after the rain [the tears].. i dunno but what i've noticed is that.. last year its like..dang, u like him n him n him?? now, its like ya know he likes ya, shut up! ur soo hot - so many guys like u n etc... i dont even think a single guy likes me like ya know but iono.. i'm sooo confused... i dont have time for them... yet. i need more time to move on. i'm devastated but i will prevail somehow... gosh, i need to get ovr him! tata for now... my shoulders are aching... i'll write again next time..

Currently Listening Foolish/Unfoolish By Ashanti see related

I'm sorry if u wont understand but w/e...

aaahh!!! na iinis na iinis na ko ha!! bwisit talaga!! bakit ba may feelings pa ako sa kanya!! sama talaga... alam ni mama na nagsisinungaling ako evrytime na sasabhin ko'ng di ko na xa mahal.. pucha naman o.. ayoko na talaga! dapat ko xang kalimutan pero bakit kahit konti.. d talaga e.. dagdagan pa ng fortune thing na nagsabi na ung sinasabi kong mahal ngayon, d ko naman mahal at alam ko un.. BAKIT ba GANITO?????gosh para xang droga.. lol. addicted ako. ayoko na talaga... gusto kong umiyak pero ubos na ung luha ko para sa kanya eh... evrytime na tataas ung grades ko.. naku xa ung iniisip kaagad.. i'm always like "ha! see u never got me down.." and then mahuhulog ung smile ko.. dahil xa nanaman ung iniisip ko... hay... it didnt help naman ung pep talk ni papa eh..ganun talaga daw... basta ganitong age.. pabago bago daw ng gusto ang isang lalaki sa mga babae nila... pucha! kaya huwag ko daw siryosohin ung mga lalaki at this age... lintik na gid ya! ambot lang... na init na ko... ngaa nahulog pa ko c ya man?? natak an na gid ko ya.. next year gid ni gro madula pro kung la ko na get over gani kay Y until senior year..hay ambot lang.. please lang huwag na 2 magpatuloy for 3 years kasi nasasaktan ako eh... "my days are cold without u but i'm hurting when i'm with u".. kanta nalang nga ako ng Foolish... hehe.. hay naanu ka lys man?? daw indi man ko ni amu gid ni sang una?? daw sa waay nga te sakit pro life goes on, ull for get.. sang una... pro subong gah!!! ayoko na!! ayoko na talagang ma inlove kasi asta subong kasakit man dyapun... ngaa???????? grr... la ot na ako ha!! *deep breath* hehe.. amu lang ni anay rant ko subong.. natak an ko b sagay panumdum c ya kag c ge frown kay bot lang.. feeling sang parents ko may kantok na ko.. hehe sang san o lang wala abi?? hehe

anyway, yesterday was great.. the little girl was feeling better and she was laughing and playing with other kids and she was smiling more.. a little less clingy yesterday so yeah, my nursery school went smoothly... i saw this little boy too and boy was his expression just like Y.. well.. the eyes and how he raises an eyebrow at me like what Y usually does.. hehe..and i was making the little girl with the same name as me say something to the boy that reminds me of Y.. lolx.. anyway, there was also a handful lil girl there but she was fine yesterday.. she listened to me and she didnt cry as much... so yup yup everything went smoothly.. oh! but for some reason i turned a horrid red when my ROP teacher told me that the little girl that i was helping out, with the same eyes as me, the one with the same name as me, could be my own... i'm too young!! sure, i could see the resemblance somehow but i have to have a white or maybe pale colored husband to have a child like her.. lol. a chinese filipino or something?? omg. eew, i can't believe i just thought of that!! no no no!! i'm still too young.. i dont even have a bf!! heh. lets stay out of that topic.. so yeah, oooh, i raised my English AP to a C-.. i had a D coz you know i was down after august 23 and i was sooo out of it.. i flunked english class but now i have a C-.. all i need is to turn it to a C+ by the end of the 2nd 6 week grading period and by the end of the semester, i could maybe have a B and that would equal to an A ofcorz coz its an AP class.. i have to study study study.. no time for boys!! lol.. yeah right. i can pull it up right? i hope so. anyway, nothing much happened. last thursday my mom, grand ma and i went to watch a movie.. 'flightplan'... i think. so yeah, i had great nachos and i went to sleep at 8:30pm.. lol. hmm? what else? this is about it... school was alright yesterday and i just woke up 2 hours ago.. hehe.. tata